I ain't really got a lot to say
that will make it up
you know, i gotta anyway
for the record
i say it for the record

i ain't really got a lot to say
that i'm making up
you know, i gotta anyway
for the record
i say it for the record

i bet you wanna drop it
i bet there ain't a thing in
the entire universe that i
could say to try to stop it
it ain't like i am optimistic
about it - i'm not it's
its just the only thing
i've ever got that i can offer
when you don't want to talk and
its all so far away from me
and i ain't gonna knock it but
i just wanna explain something
i would never try to justify
causing you pain - what i'm
talking bout is why i wanna die
so if it came suddenly
you know the truth
thats why its for the record
its spoken to the universe
cause you taught me the methods
what matters is i said it
even if its not what you'd rather
its so in the next life - maybe i can do better
but i'm - i'm not gone make a promise
except i promise that i'm not gone suicide
and i am not gone be dishonest bout the
fact i want a coffin pretty often lately
i've been going crazy, so excuse me
when i'm talking, but i'm talking cause i

i ain't really got a lot to say
that will make it up
you know, i gotta anyway
for the record
i say it for the record

i ain't really got a lot to say
that i'm making up
you know, i gotta anyway
for the record
i say it for the record

the shit was going well
i caught a piece of heaven
then circled back to hell
as if i couldn't learn a lesson
i feel like my humanity is
draining from the pressure
i feel like adolf hitler and obama
put together
and i could say i'm different now
but why would you believe in me
every friend i've ever had's a
step away from leaving me
i'm good with stringing words together
does it mean any
thing, when i can't back it up - you're better
off to keep running -
its running off
you know just give it time
eventually you'll realize
that i ain't worth a dime
there's nothing in the sky
or corners of the earth
to color me the way
the person you deserve
would be disguised
i say its your decision
even though i know i made it
now i vomit up these sentences
and wonder why i say it -
i say it for the record
so somewhere down the road
i can know, that you know
all of this shit that i can't show
here it goes -

i ain't really got a lot to say
that will make it up
you know, i gotta anyway
for the record
i say it for the record

i ain't really got a lot to say
that i'm making up
you know, i gotta anyway
for the record
i say it for the record