am i out to sea?
it's all gotten so complicated
like am i really out for me?
have i lost my patience?
every time i say shit
it don't really sound complete
but then i open my mouth to speak
just to tell you my doubt, my weakness,
and i pound your face in it,
i just wanna make this, make this sound so sweet
so loud, when i pound my feet
but i scream cause you're out of reach -
or i'm out of my place and its
i don't wanna wait -
i don't wanna lose -
i dont wanna let you down, or let you doubt
or let you be yourself for now…
i dont wanna stay
i dont wanna move
i don't wanna know what to do
and then i say that what i want is you
its all gotten so contradicting
like i dont wanna talk or listen
cause im afraid
and its been this way for days and days
everything i thought was missing
well its right as rain
so what can i say

im out of tune…

everything feels so real
everything breaks my heart
everything seems to steal
but everything here so hard
everything feels like fuck…
everything plays its part
everything leaves its mark
everything seems to kill
but everything feels so large
everything comes so far
everything seals the deal
everything makes me starve
everything makes me heal
everything makes a scar
but everything saves me too
everything saves me too
everything saves me too
everything saves me too
everything saves me too...